numb on numb
pain on pain

bad dirt
rectangle
I'm going to smuggle
some good dirt in
to lay across that spot

where under lies
my other half
who couldn't stand it
any more
and closed the door to life
and to our lives
and to our future

now it is just my future
I have no idea what to do with it
except to get on with the living of it
til it is my turn

you went first
too soon damn you!
why on earth?

Love you. Love you.