find me

find me
some where behind the curtain
or underneath the rug

find me
beside myself and hurting
stiff from all the drugs

find me
with a rifle pointed at my brain
poised to pull the trigger

find me
trying to wash sadness down the drain
cleansing, breathing bigger

find me
in a coma on a doorstep or in bed
kneel down and try to notice
any function in my head

find me
unassuming, and ever unprepared
for coping, always hoping
but giving up instead

find me
find me