Tuesday, January 20, 2009

control

the need to control
the lack of control
control
control
control

no self-worth
low self-esteem
fear of the unknown
fear of being hurt
again

control
control
control

thinking
it is going to solve
this dilemma

thinking
it will inocculate
you from
the pain
of love

love is a pain
from the get go
love is letting go
of the fear of fears
love is freeing
and binding
simultaniously

love might hurt sometimes
but stick with it
stick with it
it will show us
something in the end
it will show us
mercy

no control
that is love
giving up control
losing the fear
leaving fear
where it really should reside

love
love me
I'm afraid too.
but love me
I promise
we can do this
we can

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